紐澤西的家

My daughter NEE is here with me for two months.
I think that is an unique experience for her.
Not only the trips to some places make her unforgettable
also some unpleasnat things were happened in this house,
we have a lot of time to talk with each other that is not usual for us in the past.
Sometimes I feel that she wants to be here with me
because she feels that I need a support,even she gets bored here.
These two months should give her a lot of questions
that are for her to think then find the answers by herself.
I don`t want to pretend if I am happy or not happy with something happen,
She is old enough to know that life is not always easy,
we just need to work it out.
I decided to go back to Taiwan to visit my family.
I would not be homesick if my kids were here with me.
A mother`s feeling is not a man can understand.....
It is a torture....just like a knife cutting my heart.
What I want for a life?
No answer before ,no answer now either.
Yes,let me go back to Taiwan first to sooth my pain.
Yes,go home.